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Ive been long gone didnt make anything submissions in some months,
didnt contacted anybody in some months on both furaffinity and Deviantart,
Been sick in my head for months while smiling on the outside like notthing is wrong.

But i was sick sick for years, destroying every bridge, every person that came helping me, every person that leaned a hand, paw
to keep me afloat i blindly reject, i blindly assume, i blindly drinked like a idiot spilling every drop, every second, every year
hoping to just restart this and search where i blindly choose the path that ive been walking for years now. 

making decisions that i start lie-ing to people for making art or help out with a website while im getting lazyier and lazyier sicker and sicker in the head.
and every time i make one of those journals  like this one i get all my hopes up but then just will get more sicker and will assume more like a wild spread cancer.

but this time i took my time longer to recover, months of preporations, looked where my weakness really layied.
be laughing more at +18 jokes, or loving art from people you know long ago and yesh im repairing every bridge that i still can salvage  of my blindly actions.
some will be lost forever some will be renewed.

i know i have good intentions a good heart pumping inside me and a good ear to listen for those that may will cross the same path like me to help out. 
i also  know that im crazy, crazy in a good way, something thats me and just me al toghter in one package. it makes who i am from the past and today.

my art and website hobbyies will come on his own pace getting submitted on Furaffinity and Deviantart  and while il be doing that.

i just need to work further on my own, repairing every broken part and every part thats heavyly damaged just well... just work arround or working toghter with.

its who i am today  and sorry if you dont like me or hate me i wont break so easy this time ! 

have a wonderfull day or night and injoy while it still can! ^^

and sorry for this super long journal after so long!
-sighs- Who am i?

im not sure anymore.. i feel slightly im losing everything in mine hands..

i feel like labeled in life has a "handicap", a "useless person" i lack things in the real life my dreams already have been shattered before i had a chance too prove myself..

-sighs- 

i thought of suicide a few times ever since the anti-freeze event..

i dont know what to do anymore in life.. im sorry okay..
2015 is done after us so lets start a new year toghter, paw in paw and make the best of it already.
For 2015 happend alot in my prive life.. and to behonest i want to leave it  has quickly  has i can.

ive decided to look forward met alot of new people arround on the net has  in real life.
and knowing who truely are your friends and family they're been mine engine to keep going to the right path.
and im hoping they wil have a wonderfull year haswell! il need to thank all of them who was there for me and tried helping me out were it possible could! thank you all for being with me or better said staying with me, i hope i can do something for you guys all in this new year!

have a wonderfull time and dont party to much or get drunk:p

HAPPY NEW YEARS FROM BELGIUM!
Adult Suprise 1 out of 3 ~ by skyfist
Adult Suprise 1 out of 3 ~
a adult artwork for a sister of mine when halloween was..

if you want the full version and the reason why  go to www.furaffinity.net/view/18572…
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Into the clouds~ by skyfist
Into the clouds~
This artwork was done for a friend who i just met this year a very awesome person just has his girlfriend!^^
after some time ive drawn again, sorry if it aint  good and with the mistakes i hope you can all look over it :o

OC: magmahunter, Yumi 

Artwork: Skyfist.
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Ive been long gone didnt make anything submissions in some months,
didnt contacted anybody in some months on both furaffinity and Deviantart,
Been sick in my head for months while smiling on the outside like notthing is wrong.

But i was sick sick for years, destroying every bridge, every person that came helping me, every person that leaned a hand, paw
to keep me afloat i blindly reject, i blindly assume, i blindly drinked like a idiot spilling every drop, every second, every year
hoping to just restart this and search where i blindly choose the path that ive been walking for years now. 

making decisions that i start lie-ing to people for making art or help out with a website while im getting lazyier and lazyier sicker and sicker in the head.
and every time i make one of those journals  like this one i get all my hopes up but then just will get more sicker and will assume more like a wild spread cancer.

but this time i took my time longer to recover, months of preporations, looked where my weakness really layied.
be laughing more at +18 jokes, or loving art from people you know long ago and yesh im repairing every bridge that i still can salvage  of my blindly actions.
some will be lost forever some will be renewed.

i know i have good intentions a good heart pumping inside me and a good ear to listen for those that may will cross the same path like me to help out. 
i also  know that im crazy, crazy in a good way, something thats me and just me al toghter in one package. it makes who i am from the past and today.

my art and website hobbyies will come on his own pace getting submitted on Furaffinity and Deviantart  and while il be doing that.

i just need to work further on my own, repairing every broken part and every part thats heavyly damaged just well... just work arround or working toghter with.

its who i am today  and sorry if you dont like me or hate me i wont break so easy this time ! 

have a wonderfull day or night and injoy while it still can! ^^

and sorry for this super long journal after so long!

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skyfist
You dont want to know.
Artist | Hobbyist | Digital Art
Belgium
Current Residence: Belguim
Favourite style of art: Anthro,
Operating System: vista windows

Follow me on twiter - twitter.com/#!/Silver1596 -

Folow me on Furaffinity - www.furaffinity.net/user/lonel… -

Im a friendly person, and like to know new people arround.
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birthdays Featured By Owner Nov 7, 2016
:woohoo: :party: :iconcakelickplz: !!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!! :iconcakelickplz: :party: :woohoo:

On behalf of the birthdays team, I sincerely apologize that your greeting has arrived late this year.

We hope you had an awesome day with lots of birthday fun, gifts, happiness and most definitely, lots of cake! Here's to another year!

Many well wishes and love from your friendly birthdays team :love:

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Birthdays Team
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Jasperinity Featured By Owner Nov 6, 2016
Happy birthday! :D
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skyfist Featured By Owner Nov 9, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
thank you! sorry for the late reply thought!^^
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LeoHightower Featured By Owner Nov 6, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
HEY Happy Birthday to you! :party:
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skyfist Featured By Owner Nov 9, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
thanks alot and im sorry for the late reply.
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LeoHightower Featured By Owner Nov 9, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
It's OK!
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TwilightMoon1996 Featured By Owner Nov 6, 2016  Student General Artist
Happy birthday!!
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skyfist Featured By Owner Nov 9, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
ooh twilightmoon! *snuggles her tightly* thanks alot it means alot for me but im sorry for the late reply:(
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TwilightMoon1996 Featured By Owner Nov 10, 2016  Student General Artist
You're welcome and it's okay!~ I'm just glad to see you!~
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skyfist Featured By Owner Nov 10, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
sorry for not beening so active
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